Monday, December 27, 2004

Last Christmas

the beatles
~Last Christmas~
by Unknown
-song currently playing-

Oh yes, merry Christmas little girl
Last year, you left me, little girl...

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me?
It's been a year
It doesn't surprise me

Last Christmas I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you"
I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My god I thought you were
Someone to rely on Me?
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Thursday, December 23, 2004

*~Merry Christmas~*

Merry Christmas!Merry Christmas!Merry Christmas!Merry Christmas!Merry Christmas!Merry Christmas!

hey aLL...
it's Christmas again...
I wouLd like to Wish you all a veRy MeRry ChRistmas,
May you find joy in unexpected pLaces,
May you FeeL at pEace in youR coRneR of the woRLd,
With Best Wishes for Christmas & the New Year,
May you FiNd coMfoRt in the LittLe things,
May you feeL LoVed.
MeRRy Christmas & Happy New YeaR~!

Monday, December 13, 2004

Under Construction

website under construction

hey everyone~

i'm currently "re-constructing" the site. its under construction. hehe..

maybe u can gimme a few ideas on the colours, interface, graphics, etc..
pls do comment on the colours n etc. i hope to make the best out of it. ;P

i'm still learning...

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

~ Lovely ~

Center of My Universe ~ "I guess the theme of this record is taking what we have in this world and looking at things in a new and different light, and seeing how wonderful they are, instead of focusing on the bad. There are bad things that happen in the world, but there is so much hope. I think we need to express that to each other as much as possible." by Charles White.

Australian native, Michelle Tumes returns two years after her successful debut, Listen, with Center of My Universe. Her silky smooth vocals drift through her soft music to give a real earthy feel. Center of My Universe, sets up a soothing experience to the listener with string instruments, various percussion, and synthesizers. Michelle's music connects on a level where we pose questions to God about ourselves, our insecurities and the joy which overcomes us as we daily come to know new facets of His love.

I discovered Michelle Tumes after listening to one of her songs, Lovely while browsing through some friend's blogsite. Lovely, is definitely a lovely song. The music is full and really touches you, penetrating deep into you.

~ Lovely (Center of My Universe) ~

...Michelle Tumes...
You're the sweet dreams that soothe me
When I can't fall asleep
You're the field in the middle of the city
When I'm rushing by at the speed of light
You're the strong resolution when I find no peace
You're the church bells ringing in the evening
When all is quiet
You whisper comfort
That lifts my heart I get so weak
Ooh You're lovely, lovely
You're the center of my universe
A thousand times I look around me and I find
Ooh You're lovely, lovely
You're the center of my universe
A million ways could not explain
You're lovely
You're the soft words that touch me
When I just can't speak
You're the breeze on the ocean in the morning
Reminding me to greet the day
You're the flowers I remember seeing in Italy
Colors through a golden haze
Bright and radiant, soft and fragrant
In the noon day sun, it makes me sing
I understand there may be grief
And there may be pain
But I'm aware You blind the darkness
With Who You are
*To listen, click PLAY

Sunday, December 05, 2004

I had a dream...

After Drea's handbag got snatch incident, both me and Angel got traumatised. I dare not go out anymore. Staying at home is the safest. Last night after the 'thing', i onlined. Hoping to see Yomi and Angel to on9 too. I wanted to know eveything that happen after they went off. ^^ Bout almost midnight, they onlined. ^^ I got good instinct...

Three of us chatted for quite sometime, then later, Lionel was added into our conversation on MSN. We were chatting bout drea. We were so worried..STILL.. We were 'bashing' the perompak and cursing him the whole night. And again i still must say, "HE CAN GO TO HELL. MAY HE GET HIT BY A BUS. ALL HIS BRAIN JUICE CAN FLOOD THE ROAD!! DIE IN NOT A PIECE!!" I may sound evil, but why in the world would people snatch handbag??!! Even beggars don't rob. They are so so so bad, mean, psychotic, drug addict, heartless, useless and bla bla bla...

I offlined at bout 2 something in the morning. Lionel left earlier than me. Left Angel and Yomi online there. At first I couldn't close my eyes to sleep, but soon I fell asleep.

When I woke up this morning, I remembered that I had a dream bout the incident.

In my dream...

When Drea's bag got snatched, I ran behind the bike and took out a gun. YES!! A GUN!! I have no idea where the gun came from, but i had a gun. Not a real gun, a toy gun. The gun with small red balls bullets. It looks like a B11 from Counter Strike used by the terrorists. I was shooting his back. BANG BANG BANG!!! WAHAHAHAHAH... Too bad cannot head shot, coz he was wearing helmet. I remember shooting his ekzos. Then his bike got stucked, cannot move and he fell on the ground. Lionel and I ran towards him. I kicked him. Lionel pulled him up. He was cursing me smth.. i shot his balls. Kimak ko!! Then I picked Drea's bag and called them to come over, while Lionel still holding him by the shirt.

When Drea got her bag back, she did some of her tae-kwon-do stunts on him. HiYa~!! HA HI HU HE HO!! He deserves it. Ahge called the cops. Many people were looking but did nothing. NOTHING!! apa punya dunia. Soon the cops arrived. With SWAT Teams, ambulance, bomba pun ada.

Dream mar... what u think.

I Thank GoD So MUCH that it didn't happen to me and that Drea was not injured. Well u know, nowadays robbers are very daring. If they don't get what they want, they'll hurt u. (i.e. take a knife n stab u)
Drea take care... Ladies out there, becareful...

Saturday, December 04, 2004

Kuching is nomore a safe place

Andrea, one of my close friend came back from Melaka. She is kuching kia, studying in Melaka. We were gathering tonight... Tonight is definitely an unforgetable night to me... and also Andrea.

We had dinner at Starbite (Suppose to be at Westwood Continental, but full jor). After that, Lionel, Naomi and me went to fetch Vivian. Lionel drove, while Andrea and Angel in another car. We went separate ways.

We were suppose to meet up at Bing!'s. On the way there, Drea called and said that Bing! is full. We park like a kilometer away from Bing!. boh pien~~ no parking.. So, we walked all the way to Bing! hehe... On the way there, Yomi kept complaining that its sooo sooo far.

When we arrived at Bing!, memang it's full. So i called Drea to ask where she and Angel are. They were behind Grappa. We went to look for them. After a long thinking of where to go, we decided to go to Soho. Soho is also full, so we went to Grappa. There, Drea and Lionel visited the toilet. Grappa man's toilet... is funny la. When Lionel was peeing, we can see him. Wahahaha.. U will know wad i mean if u've been there.

I have never been to Soho or Grappa before, so I wanted a tour. So, after the toilet visiting, we went to Soho. Wah piang!! outside is full, inside is also.. Then, we went to Grappa. Grappa... empty one... not many ppl inside. The atmosphere not as lau jiett as Soho's. We wanted to stay, but soon, we had second thought. We wanted to go to Red Tea Shop.

When we arrived there, we saw them packing the outside furniture. I saw the "time table" on the door that says : 11.00am - 10.30pm. I looked into my watch, it shows 10.35... Lolz... Then we decided to go to mcD.

Just as i was walking (just at the side of Tun Jugah), I heard Drea shouting!! I thought what happened, as I turned, I saw her chasing and shouting at a motorcyclist. I knew then that she was robbed. I could do much, as I could only watch the cyclist speed off. I felt so useless. I could have at least throw him with my heels. Drea was very sad. She lost everything. Her car key, wallet and 2 hps. I feel so bad... and so geram.

That guy was wearing black helmet, blacke T-shirt, black jeans and riding a black bike.
He can go to Hell for all I care. I just hope he get knocked down by a BuS!!! Splattered the road with his brain and cells. KIMAK PUNYA MANUSIA. BOLEH MATI LA... HARAP KO MATI DLM KEADAAN DASYAT.

URGH!!! what is wrong with today's society??!! Are they so uncivilised?? Why RoB?!!
Kuching is not safe as it used to be.

Those of you out there, be very very careful when u see bikes. Always walk far far away from the road. Try not to carry a handbag when u're out. The world is dominated with VIOLENCE!!

Wednesday, December 01, 2004


I was just wondering what relationship means. I looked through the Dictionary.

Oxford Advanced Learner's Dictionary, 1991:

Relationship1 --> can be used of family connections
Relationship2 --> can indicate a strong emotional association [Y]
Relationship3 --> can indicate a similarity or correspondence between things

The definition of relationship from the Dictionary is not enough for me. To me, relationship means two people are together as a couple, aka, bf and gf. From there, love is the element that brought two people from two different world into one. To me, it is strong commitment from both parties to insure a strong relationship. All this while the word relationship is defined like this in my own 'na-tionary' (dictionary). But soon, I knew, there's no such thing as nowadays. It only happens in the fantasy or the visual world or in the fairy tales. I maybe wrong now.. but I hope soon I'll know what it actually means. I never got into any relationship, other then my family relationship, so i don't know much bout it. Must it be so complicated?